I honestly can't complain. Everyone is doing really well: F&C turned two on Easter--pause for effect because seriously? TWO. I still can't believe it--and J is four days away from being five months old (I can't believe that either). I could probably fill this entire blog with all the amazing/adorable/intelligent/[insert other annoyingly bragtastic adjective here] things my children are doing, but I won't subject you to that.
I might, however, have to upload just one teeny tiny picture. And by one, I clearly mean
Anyway, offspring update aside, I really wanted to get back on here because I missed this community a lot. I've been keeping tabs from afar, but my old (now defunct) phone apparently did not want me to comment on anything. Ever. Hopefully my new one plays a little nicer! Just know that I've been keeping track of as many blogs as possible and silently cheering you all on. I know these past few months haven't been easy for a number of you, and you've been in my thoughts and prayers.
I've also been hesitant to post because I wasn't quite sure what direction this blog should take. On the one hand, I want it to be about my life. On the other hand, my life is pretty much consumed by my kids, and while I don't think you can ever really "graduate" from infertility, I want to respect the fact that I'm currently in a very different place than many in this community.
So, for now, I think I'll probably just stick to photo updates when it comes to F, C and J, and maybe I'll start another, more kid-centric blog down the line. (You know, since I've been doing such a stellar job keeping up with this one, why not add another? Ha.) In the meantime, I'll keep this space for my IF-related musings, and maybe, just maybe, a TTC Baby E (Part 3) journey down the line.
Yup. I said it. Why? Because I'm probably insane. I mean, I know I said we were three and done/no more IVF/goodbye pills and needles and trans-hooha wand/etc., but yeah. It turns out that we might not be quite ready to get off this crazy train. Who knows. But for now, we're keeping that door open!
Love and baby dust~~